Do I Want To Live Like This?

Well this has not been a fun day. There are certain days that a woman looks forward to in her life. One is her wedding day; one is the birth of her children...and then when her children grow up...she looks forward to helping her daughter choose her prom dress and then her wedding gown...she looks forward to grandchildren...etc.

Well when a MAN ruins one of those days by acting like a big baby because everything is not going according to "his" plan...it can really piss a woman off.

Seriously, I don't know why I even bother. I told him tonight, that was IT. We would not be shopping together ever again. My daughter still has not chosen a dress and when she does it will be with me and a friend or relative of my choosing. One who will realize that a young woman only gets a couple of chances to be a princess in her life...sometimes not even that many. I have never been a princess...not even once...damned if my daughter won't get to be!!

Anyway...I also have an opportunity to become a level one Reiki Master...I'm trying to decide whether to do this. It's a lot of money but I could do it in installments...I guess the question is...do I dare spend the money on something I want when I have so many bills or would that be selfish...or maybe the real question is, "Am I worth it?" I haven't figured it out yet. He tells me that's fine...but I should buy him some rum too...I'm sure he felt he was joking...but I know better...